The birth of a book

We have the 1/1/2005, 02:09 in the morning. I'm not only celebrating the new year, no, this is also the birth of this blogg and my book The Greed for the Bang. You might think that this is a would-like-author, sitting lonely in front of his computer in the middle of Berlin and begins with a new book again, a book he will never write to its end. But it is not his fault. NO. The bad, bad editors at the publishing houses are responsible for his again failed book.

But I'm not that kind of author. I earn my money by going 5 times a week like everybody else, working in a R&D lab of a small chemistry company providing the car industry with new plastics. Working there I hide a secret in me. A secret that follows me for now almost 30 years, my fetish, my sexual greed, influencing my life in a way like nothing else did it. There are many happy moments practizing my fetish, the kick, the adrenaline, no doubt. But a fetish has always two sides, a sunny one and then the bad moments. The impossibility to talk to other people about it. Who would understand it? And then such a fetish!!

This was the reason to start writing down my experiences with my fetish, to gather it together in a book. Mainly fo me, to get consious how much it affects my life and perhaps also a first step to get away from the fetish, to start a normal life. And if finally something exists that help others in a similar situation, the better it is.

Now I open me to Winword, write down what I had hide to long within me and wish you all a happy 2005.