The Greed for the Bang

Sea of balloons

2005-11-17T02:47:00.000-08:00

What a room full of balloons. To take a bath here and then pop them all, would be soooooo great:

http://community.webshots.com/album/489246906WVtjcJ

Metro UK

2005-09-04T03:01:00.000-07:00

Found in the german looner forum:

The Metro Magazine UK published an article on looners in a series on metrosexuality.
A picture of the orignal article can be found at
http://img40.imageshack.us/img40/1991/p90348962up.jpg

French Aritcle on the Balloon Fetish

2005-08-31T01:30:00.000-07:00

The Swiss magazine 360° already published an article on the balloon fetish in April 2004. Haven't read it through yet, but seems to be well written, more serious than the other ones. The article is in french and can be found at
www.360.ch

Report on Looning

2005-08-30T14:13:00.000-07:00

Found a report in NERVE.COM where they asked a person to try out the balloon fetish an report how it was. Hadn't yet the time to read it through, so just post the link:

Experiment: Balloon Fetish

Balloon fetish in the press

2005-08-30T13:49:00.000-07:00

It's summer and Hot in the City. Most people are still on holiday, even the politicians. Not much is happening, beside a foolish battle between Angie and Gerdi, to politicians who would like to become (become again) the German chancellor. The poor journalists have to work hard to find new to fill their white pages. The report of the Associated Press agency was therefore warmly welcomed by different papers. Fetishism is not abnormal; it’s just part of a vivid sexuality it says. Looners are mentioned together with people who love diapers, latex or used socks. The report was not really bad, well researched, even with a picture of Jaimy Looner on a balloon. Some media abused the article, made fun about it, didn’t take it serious. In the German forum some people where happy about it, some didn’t like it at all.

The following media used the AP report on Looners (all of them in german):

Yahoo! News Germany

Blick (Switzerland)

Berliner Kurier (Germany)

Showering Tic

2005-08-21T15:04:00.000-07:00

With the right partner, a hot date, sex is something of the most beautiful one can enjoy. It begins with the first coming closer, the sparkling eyes, the kiss, the felling when holding your partner till the wild climax. The feelings during the masturbation are completely different, having its own rhythm. Many essential parts are obviously missing. And therefore the moment after the orgasm is way different from ‘real’ sex.

And there is the additional problem where to go with the sperm. In the underwear, on the sheet or use a condom instead? And then its gooey, you have it on your body and the hands are dirty. Just drudgingly. Since early time I therefore take a hot shower after each masturbation. I could get rid off the milky, clammy stuff. Till today I have this tic. The showering is part of the whole procedure having also a psychological function to wash away the ‘sins’. Each time I did it with my balloons I knew I did something not normal. I hoped to wash away those abnormal doings with the showering water. This ritual or tick stayed part of the whole play with the balloons till today.

Luckily this tic only is related to the masturbation. Sex with a real partner isn’t affected and I can enjoy it to the full, let me go and to lie exhausted with the girl after the sex has its very own romantic.

New Link

2005-08-09T14:14:00.000-07:00

Have a look what I just found on the web:

A balloon fetish website I haven't known before, have you?
http://www.pixaloons.com/

First excerpt from my book

2005-08-08T13:36:00.000-07:00

On the german weblog I posted the first excerpt from my book last saturday. as I have some days off the next week, I will try to translate it and then post it here.

The german excerpt from my book

Mausi-113

2005-08-03T12:14:00.000-07:00

A huge enrichment of the looner community in Germany certainly is Mausi-113. In her regularly posted vid-clips are well made, not so perfectly styled as some on the 'professional' websites. And if you once don't want to see a naked body her stuff is the perfect thing. I've posted a preview thumbnail.

Search for pics

2005-08-02T13:29:00.000-07:00

An aspect that specially in cybersex should no be underestimated is the enormous hunger for new material. Who wants to see the same picture of the same boobs of a naked woman all over again? Nobody. Each time a new picture, a new woman (or of course also a new man), thats whats make the kick. The same applies even much more to people having a sexual fetish. And so I'm also all the time on the search for new material, pictures showing balloons, all kinds of balloons in different sizes and colours. By accident I've found the Flickr-Archive while searching through the webshots community. And there are quite a few pics with balloons. Supply for the lust and appetite for new stuff.

It goes on - state of affairs

2005-07-06T12:09:00.000-07:00

Finally I wrote another chapter today. I'm now on page seven. Will have a look how much pages I need to have enough to publish a book. With seven pages.... sure, it's A4-format.

State of affairs:
6 pages
3622 words
292 lines in 25 sections

Soon holidays

2005-05-05T01:51:00.000-07:00

Due to the development of new products in our lab, I had no holidays for almost a year. You can imagine how empty I am, just have no energy any more.And the book I'm currently writing, 'The Greed for the Bang', also suffered from not having more time to write it. Originally I planned to have written half of it by end of june. But actually I have not more than my first years of childhood and my balloon fetish. As the new products (plastics for the car industry to make the plastic cockpit parts) are now going into preproduction, our R&D lab hasn't too much to do with it anymore. So I decide to take one week off. Sleep more, and certainly write further chapters for my book. I just have to write down my story, I have kept it secret for too long, couldn't accept it for years.

Science and Sex

2005-01-29T03:01:00.000-08:00

The German newschannel N24 airs at this late hour a great documentary on the human sexuality. Right now specially on the function of the penis. Hey guys, each time you rub over your penis until masturbation you do something good to your health. Our penis is in need of us masturbating. Only then, enough blood flows through the spongy boody and the penis. Only then enough oxygen is transportet to the tissue.

Dear women, if your sweatheart masturbates the next time, don't be offended. It has nothing to do with you. Your man only takes care of his health.

And a little tipp. Cycling is extremly bad for your penis. So you better walk, roll through the city in your skates or take the pick-up. But this leads too soon to an appearance many women don't like ;-)

A man has 70'000 errections in a life. A short not as closing words. Have a good night and much fun with your partner and yourself.

The birth of a book

2005-01-01T02:09:00.000-08:00

We have the 1/1/2005, 02:09 in the morning. I'm not only celebrating the new year, no, this is also the birth of this blogg and my book The Greed for the Bang. You might think that this is a would-like-author, sitting lonely in front of his computer in the middle of Berlin and begins with a new book again, a book he will never write to its end. But it is not his fault. NO. The bad, bad editors at the publishing houses are responsible for his again failed book.

But I'm not that kind of author. I earn my money by going 5 times a week like everybody else, working in a R&D lab of a small chemistry company providing the car industry with new plastics. Working there I hide a secret in me. A secret that follows me for now almost 30 years, my fetish, my sexual greed, influencing my life in a way like nothing else did it. There are many happy moments practizing my fetish, the kick, the adrenaline, no doubt. But a fetish has always two sides, a sunny one and then the bad moments. The impossibility to talk to other people about it. Who would understand it? And then such a fetish!!

This was the reason to start writing down my experiences with my fetish, to gather it together in a book. Mainly fo me, to get consious how much it affects my life and perhaps also a first step to get away from the fetish, to start a normal life. And if finally something exists that help others in a similar situation, the better it is.

Now I open me to Winword, write down what I had hide to long within me and wish you all a happy 2005.